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Seventeen with Pink Hair

  'These bad days will end,'  roared the bleeding voices  of project human   
We know its harder to stand still    when you're running faster  
than you feel   
There was the corrupt, the cause  and the effect  of I am stable but not U  
in our procarious alphabet   
Slow motion people to cure a weakling child?  A wordless woman on a walkie-talkie  whose silence was not sacrificied?  A fallacy like;  
                 Anything for peace   
Please don't think tonight  that the transistion  frommorningcoffeeletsgowakeuptristan  tohihowa

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Run MonsterI want to go to a place  where  you don't know me  where  no body knows me  
a place where  no one knows the way.  
 
I wish I could give you everything you need  I wish I could give you a different version of me   
I want to go somewhere  that  you don't know so  that  you can't find it  you can ignore it  I can ignore it all there   
I wish I could give you everything you need  I wish I could give you a different version of me   
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TroutAll she wanted was to distill as  
Much  Of the good stuff  Try to step out of  The crutch of touch   
But   
We always knew you   
Emotional trout  We’re all leading the good life  And you’re still  Wondering how   
Still finding your feet in all this  
Dark and empty space  Still waiting for lots of support  To apparate, to apparate  Feeling unwanted is   too hard  
to articulate.  
But do you even care trout?  Do you care at all?  Flop your way up onto dry land  Where you can’t breathe anymore &nb Trout
in Open on 12/4/07
You fail to miss.I can't resist  Your quivering bottom lip  And whenever you feel rancor towards me  Remember how much  
I hate mortality  Wounds on her sides  bring it all back, what it was like  big vampire's swoon and lapping  at blood that means 3 years on  
and we still aren't happy   
Seratonin levels drop because  
we both listen to sad quicksands  and can't stop weeping   
Did we ever think this would be easy?  Easier maybe, than burying you...  But really just as hard as  We are on ourselves too   
And I will over dramatize  These thin red lines & You fail to miss.
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Journal Entry: Sat May 17, 2008, 9:36 PM
  • Mood: Homesick
  • Listening to: same old shit
  • Reading: same old shit
  • Watching: same old shit
  • Playing: same old shit
  • Eating: same old shit
  • Drinking: same old shit
I miss all your love notes
I miss being sure that things couldn't get any worse
I miss my fractured family unit
I miss knowing that the people who hurt me the most would never let me die

I miss being mysterious and intriguing
I miss cutting myself when things were really bad
I miss that making me feel 100 % better
I miss feeling self righteous when depressed, instead of selfish
I miss having no responsibility
I miss knowing that my actions didn't really matter in the grand scheme of things

I miss feeling insignificant to other people, and knowing that it was a lie.

I miss only hurting myself and never other people
I miss having a home to run to
I miss having long hair, school, and packed lunches.
I miss music meaning more to me than any one else.
I miss having the worst story.
I miss having hours to write down my precious thoughts
I miss feeling like everyone was worried about me
I miss everyone being scared of me
I miss being clean cut
I miss hating grunge
I miss one coffee and one cigarette keeping me going for a whole day

I miss living up to everyone's expectations
I miss feeling pure and unused
I miss simplicity disguised as complexity
I miss having the whole world look out for my well being
I miss having the guts to spend the night on the streets
I miss knowing nothing bad would ever happen to me
I miss being fearless and passionate
I miss knowing that my suicide attempts would probably fail
I miss dreaming about empty funeral halls
I miss knowing no-one would care.
I miss being young and not giving a shit

I feel overwhelmed. I feel like I might be drowning.
All I want is air and space.
All I want is to be alone and completely surrounded.

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Devious Information

  • Current Age: Eight Teen
  • Current Residence: various nomadic locations
  • Interests: Becoming some kind of celebrated Revolutionary.
  • Favourite movie: Tank Girl, Spirited Away, All three Pirates movies
  • Favourite band or musician: The Dresden Dolls, Bright Eyes, Tracy Bonham
  • Favourite genre of music: Everything has value.
  • Favourite artist: Frida Kahlo, Will V, Ki Houltham
  • Favourite poet or writer: Hagger and Megs.
  • Favourite game: Sex
  • Favourite cartoon character: Ren and Stimpy and Mr Horse also Jane Lane
  • Personal Quote: I hope the exit is joyful, and I hope never to return
  • Tools of the Trade: My arthritic cherub fingers, My hopeless romantic nature.

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*hungerforperfection:iconhungerforperfection: May 12, 2008, 1:12:20 AM
Hey sexylegs,
I got your text, but alas I have no credit.

I will purchase tomorrow, and I will see you on WEDNESDAY!!!!

I suppose I can extend my excitement until Wed.

:heart:

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~kikey:iconkikey: Dec 22, 2007, 11:18:46 PM Mood: Sorrow
OMG I MISS YOU SOOOOOO MUCH.

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hehehe kikey!
=the-disposessed:iconthe-disposessed: Dec 4, 2007, 12:18:39 PM
I don't mean to alarm you, but I just got your 5,000th pageview.

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People demand freedom of speech as a compensation for the freedom of thought which they never use. - Kirkegaard
~kdoyl47:iconkdoyl47: Oct 1, 2007, 6:01:07 PM
neavey!
OMG
lets do something!

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XXOO

Katt
~kdoyl47:iconkdoyl47: Sep 12, 2007, 12:18:09 AM
no, just that one time
but it was scarry!
like stomach heave scarry

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XXOO

Katt
~KillMeHarder:iconKillMeHarder: Sep 11, 2007, 6:04:21 PM
oh my god are you serious?
I'm sorry for the lack of contact kate, my life is really unbelievable and too fast. I still care - we need to hang out more soon. Mr Jackson? do you talk to him regularly now?

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Touch your thighs I'm the lonely one
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~kdoyl47:iconkdoyl47: Aug 21, 2007, 5:03:17 PM
hey
OMG u'll neer guess what happened on my facebook
mr jackson (yes thats right,,, yr 11 drama jackson)
comment me
ha!
lol
how strange

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XXOO

Katt
~ErrantThought:iconErrantThought: Aug 20, 2007, 6:15:02 PM
He's flat on his back
and he's covered in blue tac
He's saying she loves you
Through a voice thick with flu
Can you believe it
smart half-wit

Singing a song all along
and ringing that gong
Saying
Hallelujah Hallelujah
The Empire's Dead

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You've been hit by the artistic anarchy of a cultural 'rebel'.
I will deconstruct you over coffee!
~ErrantThought:iconErrantThought: Aug 8, 2007, 2:08:39 AM
Neave! Here for you is a most awful and terrible love that threatens to give my heart fangs so it can eat it's way to you!
Do you feel LOVED now?
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
Feel the fangs of the heart sinking in with love!

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You've been hit by the artistic anarchy of a cultural 'rebel'.
I will deconstruct you over coffee!
~kikey:iconkikey: Jul 25, 2007, 8:21:24 PM Mood: Sadness
neave im watching u but not getting nething u submit... what the hell.

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hehehe kikey!
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~shteffanos:iconshteffanos: May 31, 2007, 2:36:33 AM
:heart:.

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shteffanos waz 'ere, '07.
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